I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears and if you have to leave

I wish that you would just leave cause your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone.
These wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time can not erase.
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears when you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
and I held your hand through all of these years but you still have all of me.
You used to captivate me by your resonating light now I'm bound by the life you left behind
your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams your voice it chased away all the sanity in me.
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone but though you're still with me
I've been alone all along.